Over the years I have closed my heart. I have never allowed feelings of love and affection decide my behaviour. I have tried to remain away from the female gender and keep a safe distance. My interaction with women has always remained professional. Yes I have a closed heart, I don't express my feelings or emotions in front of women as I feel it will make me vulnerable.
I have become a bohemian who lives for himself. My social interaction is with limited number of people and I guess that is the way I have been over the years. Marriage proposals hardly came for me and I didn't bother much. I guess when you are adult orphan in India no family wants to associate with you. I have accepted that.
In matters of love and affections I have lived with caution. I chose not to develop feelings for any woman. Heartbreaks can be devastating. I feel that I have done the right thing by keeping a closed heart. It has kept me safe. I times of divorces and marital breakdowns, I am happy to not have gone through such things. I don't have the strength to lose someone again whom I have dearly loved. I guess I won't be able to take it.
I am happy with my solo life and will try to keep a closed heart. Can't say what the future holds but as of now the status quo remains the same.
This is Bhaveen Sheth signing off for the say and promise to be back with a lot more.
