Over the years I have closed my heart. I have never allowed feelings of love and affection decide my behaviour. I have tried to remain away from the female gender and keep a safe distance. My interaction with women has always remained professional. Yes I have a closed heart, I don't express my feelings or emotions in front of women as I feel it will make me vulnerable.
I have become a bohemian who lives for himself. My social interaction is with limited number of people and I guess that is the way I have been over the years. Marriage proposals hardly came for me and I didn't bother much. I guess when you are adult orphan in India no family wants to associate with you. I have accepted that.
In matters of love and affections I have lived with caution. I chose not to develop feelings for any woman. Heartbreaks can be devastating. I feel that I have done the right thing by keeping a closed heart. It has kept me safe. I times of divorces and marital breakdowns, I am happy to not have gone through such things. I don't have the strength to lose someone again whom I have dearly loved. I guess I won't be able to take it.
I am happy with my solo life and will try to keep a closed heart. Can't say what the future holds but as of now the status quo remains the same.
This is Bhaveen Sheth signing off for the say and promise to be back with a lot more.
Dear Bhaveen, I empathize with you. Have you ever visited any NGO for orphan people where you can find some potential prospects for marriage?
ReplyDeleteKeeping a closed heart is your choice but let me tell you that it could be the reason for unhappiness in life... as evident from your post.
Not to feel vulnerable makes us weak... Go ahead and live your life fully... why waste it in assumptions and 'playing safe'? I am sure you will be more happy.. and yes, your heart might break in the process but then... is it strong now?
Bro, I have a question. How do you manage cooking after doing all other things? Cooking is quite tiring for me and I fear it simply. How do you manage it?
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